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What Does It Mean To Pursue Happiness?
One of my renewed commitments to myself is to follow impulses and allow my intuition to guide me more often. That’s a New Year’s resolution that I’ve started working on in the past two weeks.
This morning, as I was having a conversation on the phone with my friend Fred about being true to one’s self and being happy in what one does, I followed an impulse and grabbed Elizabeth Gilbert’s Eat, Pray, Love from my bookshelf. For those of you unfamiliar with that bestseller, it is “a meditation on love in its many forms – love of food, language, humanity, God, and most meaningful for Gilbert, love of self.”
I looked for a passage in the book that I had highlighted a couple of years ago. There it was on page 260:
“I keep remembering one of my Guru’s teachings about happiness. She says that people universally tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will maybe descend upon you like fine weather if you’re fortunate enough. But that’s not how happiness works. Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it, you must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it. If you don’t, you will leak away your innate contentment. It’s easy enough to pray when you’re in distress but continuing to pray even when your crisis has passed is like a sealing process, helping your soul hold tight to its good attainments.”
I read that passage several times and questions formed in my mind. Ah, the Fishing for Soul process continues.
I asked myself, “How tightly am I holding on to my happiness? How and why do I let my thoughts move me away from my innate contentment?”
In response I heard, “Pay attention. Pay attention. Pay attention.”
Another book, Iyanla Vanzant’s Yesterday, I Cried, beckoned to me. I pulled it off the bookshelf and said, “Show me what I need.”
The following quote by John Randolph Price is on page 253, at the beginning of Chapter 17, which is titled ‘What’s the Lesson When You Get the Lesson but Don’t Know What to do With It?’
“Truth must be realized individually.
It must be realized by you, otherwise it is not your Truth.
Only your Truth, not the truth, is expressed in your life, not anyone else’s.
How do you find your truth?
By seeking and finding the teacher within.
You see, the Teacher and the Truth within are one.”
And so it goes…
Today I am grateful for early morning calls with my action partner, questioning myself, exploring my stressful thoughts, Byron Katie, Rosa and Lorna, my intuition, my blog, my wise cat Wicca, hot tea, Truth and Happiness,
Thanks and peace to all!
Joe
What Is Your New Year’s Resolution?
What is your New Year’s resolution? Have you even begun to think about additions, deletions, or tweaks here and there for 2010? Do you want to? Do you need to?
According to the ProActiveChange web site, “40 to 45% of American adults make one or more resolutions each year.
Among the top new years resolutions are resolutions about weight loss, exercise,” and to stop smoking. “Also popular are resolutions dealing with better money management / debt reduction.
The following shows how many of these resolutions are maintained as time goes on:
- past the first week: 75%
- past 2 weeks: 71%
- after one month: 64%
- after 6 months: 46%
While a lot of people who make new years resolutions do break them, research shows that making resolutions is useful. People who explicitly make resolutions are 10 times more likely to attain their goals than people who don’t explicitly make resolutions.”
Good to know. Perhaps you can combine those statistics with this:
“As you move through your day and into a shining new year, we invite you to imagine the lifestyle you desire. Picture it. Feel it. Yes! You are living it right now. As soon as you see it in your mind, All That Is gathers the momentum and moves it into your energetic field.
Keep your self in tune with what is and what can be.
You ARE possible.” – At One and JM
I caught this quote in Byron Katie’s book A Thousand Names For Joy:
“”I wouldn’t give myself less than the best of what is available at any moment.”
Now what was your resolution?
Today am I grateful for time to reflect on the new year, abundant smiles, the #3 train, quiet nights, sunny days, my book agent, editor and publisher, House Publishing and Radio, understanding the Law of Attraction, falling down and getting up, the gym 3 blocks from my apartment, my nieces and nephews who continuously make me laugh and teach me about playfulness and their parents for having the courage to bring those amazing beings into this world.
Thanks and peace to all!
Joe
Life Is Your Shopping Center. Are You Getting What You Want?
Two days until Christmas! Does that strike fear in you or send shivers of excitement up and down your spine? Are you still running around trying to find the ‘perfect’ or ‘last-minute’ gift? Are you wondering what Santa will bring you? Are you stressed or delighted?
I’ve been doing my best to stay out of the way of frantic shoppers here in New York. Three hours in Macy’s Herald Square on the last weekend before the holiday can cure any would-be gift buyer. I highly recommend that place if you’d like to witness some silly shopper shenanigans.
I’ve also been doing whatever I can to make sure that my mind is clear about what is always available to me at Christmas and all through the year: EVERYTHING.
That rang in my head and heart last week as I sat in meditation and heard these words: “”Life is your shopping center. Life is your ultimate on-line resource for all goods and services. Just log-in and you will discover a world full of EVERYTHING.”
Yesterday I was reading Byron Katie’s book A Thousand Names for Joy on the subway when this line grabbed me again: “You can’t have it, because you already are it. You already have what you want, you already are what you want. It appears as this now – perfect, flawless.”
My affirmation for the week is: I have all I want and need. Everything flows to me and through me with great ease.
Now on to one of my favorite heart string tugging tunes of the holiday, Do They Know It’s Christmas? The song is 25 years old! Check out Sting, Bono, George Michael, Boy George and others gathering to raise funds for people affected by famine in Ethiopia.
Today I am grateful for the joy that Christmas brings, for kindness and generosity, holiday music, memories of Christmases past, late night’s with a good book, snow, dreams of a hot beach, playfulness, my body and breath, my home, my work, and my computer.
Happy Christmas and peace to all!
Joe
What Are You Grateful To Receive?
Christmas is just a few days away and you may be wondering if the items on your wish list will find their way into your hands on Christmas morning.
What are you hoping to receive this year, and HOW will you receive it?
In the spirit of the season I’m sharing a few thoughts on RECEIVING:
“Allowing your self to receive is absolutely as valuable as giving.
Pay close attention to how you receive.
Are you awkward in those moments or are you genuinely thrilled and grateful to receive whatever is brought to you? Remember, gifts come in many shapes and sizes and they need not be surprises.
Take it in. Take it all in and give your self the gift of being open to receive.” – At One + JM
“For somehow, not only at Christmas, but all the long year through, the joy that you give to others is the joy that comes back to you.” – John Greenleaf Whittier
“Only when your consciousness is totally focused on the moment you are in can you receive whatever gift, lesson, or delight that moment has to offer.”
- Barbara De Angelis
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Today I am grateful for my hands that are always open to receive and that type these words, my arms that can give and receive warm embraces, my strong voice, my powerful inner vision that creates an extraordinary external experience, my breath, my home, my friends and family, snow, Nurture’s Path, lessons that only lovers can bring, the Christmas holiday, and never-ending gifts.
Thanks and peace to all!
The Gift of Giving
“‘Tis the season” goes the saying and this holiday season you may be thinking about what and how to give.
Here in New York City, Christmas shoppers are hustling and bustling though the stores, on the streets, and in the subways. I often wonder where they get their stamina and how they can carry so many packages. I also wonder why they are out there shopping. Are they doing it because they feel like they have to give something, anything, the ‘right’ thing, or are they shopping for presents for the sheer joy of giving?
I asked myself those same questions and this is what I heard in response:
“”Whenever you are ready to give, then give. Do not think about what it will look like, or how it will be received, just GIVE.
When you give without expectation and without worry, you will find that YOU RECEIVE. That is the way of it.
What do you have inside of you that you can offer NOW? The smallest gift can bring the greatest rewards.
Be free in your giving and BE OPEN to the joy of it.
There is no thing greater than when you align your self with giving from the place of utmost integrity and authenticity.
There lies the true gift.
And so we say – Thank You!” – At One + JM
Amen!
Give to yourself this season.
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Today I am grateful for all that I have been given, all that I have now, and all that will come. I am grateful for the beautiful Earth and the endless stream of nourishment and support that it provides, the sky for it’s magnificent shadows and light, my body and breath, my wise friends, family and teachers, new and prosperous business opportunities and connections, my clients, my computer and Blackberry, love, sex and magic.
Thanks and peace to all!
Joe
You Are All That And More
“Who are you, Joe?” asked Rosa.
I paused, closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Didn’t I write about that recently? My monthly session with my mentor had just taken a turn into uncomfortable territory. Several weeks worth of ‘compare and contrast’ experiences flashed through my mind.
The day after Thanksgiving I returned to my hometown for my 25-year high school reunion. After finding many of my fellow classmates on Facebook over the past 12 months I was excited to meet them up close and personal again after two and a half decades. Despite some physical changes, it was fascinating to see that many of the personality traits I remembered had remained intact. How different was I and how had I remained the same?
Last week I went to see my old friend Eric in Las Vegas. Honestly, I’m not into the Vegas scene and my friend and I have not spoken much since he moved out there almost five years ago, but I wanted to reconnect and see what his life was like after many years in New York. There were some happy surprises and several moments of “Oh, I forgot about those habits of his.” What surprised him? What habits of mine was he aware of that I wasn’t?
Three weeks ago I took on a temporary and very part-time supervisory/administrative gig at the Y. Holy crap! Despite the fact that I have filled in for the vacationing coordinator for the past three years and I held a similar position several years ago, I was not prepared for my thoughts about the job to be so stressful, particularly since I swore I wouldn’t let my mind go there this time. What was all the fussing about?
I am not the confused, terrified teenager I was in high school. I am not the underemployed and uncertain 28-
year old I was when I met Eric through an acting gig in 1994. I am not the ultra-committed YMCA supervisor of 10 years ago.
So who am I? I wasn’t able to give Rosa a definitive answer. After our session I sat in meditation and pondered the question again.
“When you ask your self ‘Who Am I?’, perhaps what you are really asking your self is ‘Who Was I?’ That question can bring about answers that allow you to compare and contrast experiences and levels of awareness that you have had throughout your life. It can help you decide where you want to be in the future, and appreciate where you are now.
If we were to answer the question ‘Who Are You?’ we would say that you are and all ways will be the ultimate expression of joy, freedom and love. How willing are you to embody that? How willing are you to let go of any thought that says you are less than, unworthy, uncertain, or unwelcome? When will you let the you that you know and love become one with the world?
We are just asking.” – At One
Today I am grateful for an open heart and mind, the ability to sit down and write freely once more, my wonderful cat-sitter Bridget, friends with benefits, new business opportunities, my eyes that see the beauty and opportunities all around me, my hands that type these words, my clients, the McBurney YMCA, Rosa, my book agent and editor, Hay House Publishing and Radio.
Thanks and peace to all!
Joe
How Do You Express Your Gratitude?
Grateful Heart Mandala
We are now beyond the eating (overeating?), the football games, the parades, the time with family and friends, and the stress of the Thanksgiving holiday. Does this also mark the end of the period of public displays of gratitude?
Yesterday, people in my apartment building, at the gym, and on the street greeted each other with a “Happy Thanksgiving!” I wished my taxi driver the same as I paid and thanked him for the ride.
I spent a few hours on Thanksgiving day with friends and friends of friends. We laughed, learned new things about each other, and ate delicious food that we all had a hand in preparing. There were endless compliments about the meal, and lots of hugs and well-wishes as we went our separate ways at the end of the evening.
Late last night I browsed Facebook and read many status updates filled with expressions of thankfulness. Beautiful stuff.
So now what? Do we go back to our ‘ordinary’ lives and wait until the next holiday to reflect on what has made our lives happy and harmonious?
“Every day, and in endless ways, you can show how grateful you are for all that is in your life.
Smile. Tell someone you love them. Offer a helping hand. Say ‘thank you’ in times when you might not. Give an unexpected gift to someone. Sit silently and give thanks to all of the people and events that have shaped your life. Honor Nature. Pat yourself on the back and tell yourself how amazing you are.
When you do those things you increase the peace and prosperity that exists inside and all around you. That is good news!” – At One + JM
How do you express gratitude? Do you give thanks only for the good stuff? Can you be grateful for the not-so- good stuff and honor the lessons that came from that?
Amen.
** A note about the mandala at the top of this post: The “Grateful Heart Mandala” was created by Vikki Reed at the web site Chakra Mandalas. Vikki kindly granted me permission to use her beautiful image after I found it on her web site, chakramandalas.net. She says, “the Grateful Heart Mandala intends to fill your heart, remind you of the lovely gifts you are constantly receiving, inspire you to always freely express your gratitude, and allow yourself to fully participate in the dance of your life, giving and receiving with an ever Grateful Heart.”
Today I am grateful for an abundance of good food, friends and family, Vikki at www.chakramandalas.net (please visit her web site for more beautiful mandalas that speak to the heart and soul), my cat, long naps on the couch, the McBurney YMCA, Enterprise Rental Cars, the MTA, NJ Transit, SEPTA, my Blackberry, my laptop, my book agent and editor.
Thanks and peace to all!
Joe
Who Are You, Really?
“Now is the perfect time to be you. As you continue to know your self, you rediscover the wonderful, beautiful, outstanding, and magnificent connection that you all ways have to everything. Isn’t it good to know that everything is a part of you?” – At One + JM
I stood on the platform of the subway station at Union Square the other day watching people rush onto the express train.
“I’m glad that’s not me today,” I said to myself.
“But it is you,” I heard myself say in response. “You are each of those people. You are the train. You are the sound of the train. You are the tracks. You are the water on the tracks. You are the stairs, the cracks in the wall, the floor, the smells. All of it is you and you are all of it. There is no separation.”
That was not the first time I’d heard something like that. My initial encounter with the concept of “every thing is one thing” came in the early 1990’s in meditative shamanic visions and through the Amazonian plant medicine Ayahuasca. In those visions I experienced myself merging seamlessly with the cosmos.
For the past few months I’ve been reading and thinking about the All Is One concept in earnest in an attempt to learn more about the inner peace that has welled up in me this year.
In her book A Thousand Names For Joy, Byron Katie writes, “As I noticed the falling-away of the self and saw that it’s construct was absolutely invalid, what remained was humbled through the recognition. Everything dissolved – all that I had imagined myself to be. I realized that I was none of it, that everything I stood for was insubstantial and ridiculous. And what remained from that fell away, too, until finally there was nothing left to be humble about, no one left to be humble. If I was anything, I was gratitude.”
Whatever beliefs you have created in order to identify yourself dissolve in the face of the knowledge that you are no less or greater than that which lies all around.
Humbling indeed. Peace inducing for sure. And yes, bring on the gratitude!
Amen.
Today I am grateful for homemade soup, time in the garden, writing, storytelling, soft music, sleeping past 9AM, candles, Always Economically Viable, the Sound Circle Project, prosperous new business opportunities, the YMCA, my book agent and editor, Hay House Publishing and Radio.
Thanks and peace to all!
Joe
